Tuesday, October 5, 2010

This path we call life.

So much going on. Things are so crazy. Starting with school. I changed my career choice again. I wish I could go to school for everything, that way I wouldn't have to choose. I think I finally have it now and I started my classes yesterday and passed two tests with flying colors. Looking forward to finishing the rest of my schooling. I want to set an example for my daughter. I want her to to finish high school and go onto college and accomplish great things. And by me pushing myself to my most potential I know I am setting a good example. I never want to her to not graduate school, I don't want her to be a dropout that never finishes school and is never going anywhere in her life, that has no experience and can't get a job. I want nothing but that best for her. I will do anything to make sure she has that.

Secondly, We are gearing up for our long drive across country. And I am proud that we are able to do this because I stuck to my guns and was able to get us a new car. Which might I add that I love. It's everything that we wanted in a car and more. I am excited and nervous to take this long trip across country. It will be an adventure that we will think back on. I can't wait to be back on the east coast near our families, I miss them so much.

We have so much to do in these next two or so months. Tons of packing. I am so excited, we have a beautiful house that we will be moving into. Tons of room and more spacious. A beautiful post with beautiful scenery. Snow tons of snow. Ava will really get to experience snow and I am looking forward to that.
I am going to miss my friends most of all. It will be a bitter sweet day when I have to leave and say goodbye.

Zack and I have worked really hard this deployment. We set goals and we accomplished them. Our marriage is stronger. We as individuals are stronger. He is a better father and husband. Everything is just better and stronger. I have never been so happy with the way my life has been going. And it is only up from here.

I love my husband and daughter more than anything else in the world. I am so grateful to have a loving and dedicated husband. A man that I can trust with my heart knowing I wont have to worry about him hurting me in anyway. A daughter that loves me no matter what. In here eyes sees me perfectly. There is nothing in the world better than that.