tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59227615460331884382024-03-08T03:28:29.940-08:00Chaotic Madness of my Thoughtsthis crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.comBlogger29125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-51771083309551115772011-03-05T10:57:00.000-08:002011-03-05T11:04:02.464-08:00Momma + 2<img style="visibility:hidden;width:0px;height:0px;" border=0 width=0 height=0 src="http://c.gigcount.com/wildfire/IMP/CXNID=2000002.0NXC/bT*xJmx*PTEyOTkzNjI1ODUyODUmcHQ9MTI5OTM2MjU5NzI*NiZwPTE4MzkwMSZkPWNoZXJyeWJhbS5jb2*mZz*xJm89OWExMTM1/N2Q*MmQwNGE1MGIzMjUwZTgxNWJlMDQ4NTE=.gif" /><a href="http://www.cherrybam.com" title="Mommy Graphics" target=_blank><br /><img src="http://www.sadmuffin.net/cherrybam/graphics/graphics-mommy/mommy013.gif" border=0></a><br /><br><a href="http://www.cherrybam.com/mommy-graphics.php" target=_blank title="Mommy Graphics"><b><font size=1>Mommy Graphics</font></b></a><br /><br /><br /><strong>We are expecting baby number two!!! We are so excited and happy. According to the chinese gender chart, we might be having a boy! I am so happy. I kind of gave up on hope that another baby was in our future. It is funny how it happened though. When I had my Ava I said I didn't want to have another baby till she was at least three and in two months she will be three lol. I feel bad at the same time, because I have a best friend that wants to have another child and has tried and nothing has happened. I feel bad for being excited that we are having another child and she can't at the moment.</strong>this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-41671479820076632312011-03-05T08:01:00.001-08:002011-03-05T08:04:20.256-08:00Day FiveA picture of your favorite memory.<br />My favorite memory is when my love bug came into my life. Ava has completed my life in so many ways. Changed it in so many ways. She is my reason for life. My greatest accomplishment in life is being her mommy!<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-5hPJBvQ4jPI/TXJefE0j9vI/AAAAAAAAAGg/pCP655q72rk/s1600/ava%2B9.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-5hPJBvQ4jPI/TXJefE0j9vI/AAAAAAAAAGg/pCP655q72rk/s320/ava%2B9.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580626776228624114" /></a>this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-29313286468002508962011-02-04T06:59:00.000-08:002011-02-04T07:03:51.111-08:00Day 4 A picture of your nightThis is usually what my night consists of. It is spending family time and playing with your Ava. <br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TUwVJZ0gZFI/AAAAAAAAAGY/TjLz-DiRqrU/s1600/roadtrip%2B005.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TUwVJZ0gZFI/AAAAAAAAAGY/TjLz-DiRqrU/s320/roadtrip%2B005.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5569850090444579922" /></a>this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-40706683559533064972011-02-02T15:57:00.000-08:002011-02-02T16:01:48.175-08:00a little behindI am failing at this 30 day challenge. Things are crazy hetic right now. We are out buying all kinds of cool things for the new house and are spending our last few days with our families before we head up to NY for good. Once we get moved in and settled I catch back up!! Promise!!<br /><br />I am so grateful to be living the life I am. I have a beautiful little girl that melts my heart each day. An adoring husband that does all he can for his girls. Family that have helped us out so much and support us always. And my best friends even though we are miles apart we are still just as close and I do miss them dearly!!this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-70469394059527077092011-01-30T12:38:00.001-08:002011-01-30T12:39:35.545-08:00Day 3<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TUXMaYlTW-I/AAAAAAAAAGM/7I1ABztLr7Y/s1600/watch%2Bone%2Btree%2Bhill%2Bseason%2B8.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 250px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TUXMaYlTW-I/AAAAAAAAAGM/7I1ABztLr7Y/s320/watch%2Bone%2Btree%2Bhill%2Bseason%2B8.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5568081267961060322" /></a><br />A picture of the cast of your favorite showthis crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-41947239947264040952011-01-29T04:40:00.001-08:002011-01-29T04:45:28.969-08:00Day 2<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TUQL4Gho33I/AAAAAAAAAGE/EGd8HnNS0aM/s1600/nicole%2Bt.bmp"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TUQL4Gho33I/AAAAAAAAAGE/EGd8HnNS0aM/s320/nicole%2Bt.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5567588097789058930" /></a><br />A picture of you and the person you have been close with for awhile.<br /><br /><br />We have the type of friendship that we can pick up right where we left off and it would feel like no time has passed at all. She has been there for me through so much. I am very lucky to have a friend like her in my life. She always makes me laugh and puts a smile on my face.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-21375510126625844262011-01-28T06:39:00.001-08:002011-01-28T06:52:09.572-08:00Day 1A picture of yourself and fifteen facts!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TULVWxBKRGI/AAAAAAAAAF0/I_vY-MHXR28/s1600/167750_178894032133545_127165710639711_440453_4148564_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 218px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TULVWxBKRGI/AAAAAAAAAF0/I_vY-MHXR28/s320/167750_178894032133545_127165710639711_440453_4148564_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5567246676475397218" /></a><br /><br />1. I am 21 years old.<br />2. I am married to the most amazing man that has walked this earth and I am a proud momma to a beautiful little girl.<br />3. I am always me. I don't change for anyone. What you see is what you get kind of deal.<br />4. I am lucky to have two amazing best friends. Morgan and Mycah.<br />5. I am not the biggest fan of snow.<br />6. I love music. <br />7. I love reading and soon will be getting a kindle<br />8. I hate liars, drama, fake people. And I am lucky enough to have weeded out that trash out of my life. And kept it that way.<br />9. I love iltalian food.<br />10. I miss my mom more and more each day and wish there were days I could bring her back to share these memories with her.<br />11. I hate spiders, I find them disgusting and ditry.<br />12. I love shopping,<br />13. I love to cook. It is an outlet for me.<br />14. I don't trust easily anymore due to things that have happened to chanage that.<br />15. My life consits of my family and friends and I wouldn't have it any other way. I love my life. I am truly blessed.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-83382808589911872852011-01-28T06:38:00.000-08:002011-01-28T06:39:02.880-08:0030 Day ChallengeDay 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.<br />Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for awhile.<br />Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.<br />Day 04 - A picture of your night.<br />Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.<br />Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.<br />Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.<br />Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.<br />Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.<br />Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with.<br />Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.<br />Day 12 - A picture of something you love.<br />Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.<br />Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.<br />Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.<br />Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.<br />Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.<br />Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.<br />Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.<br />Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.<br />Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.<br />Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.<br />Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.<br />Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.<br />Day 25 - A picture of your day.<br />Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.<br />Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.<br />Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.<br />Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.<br />Day 30 - A picture of someone you missthis crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-20058171305528009382011-01-26T10:11:00.000-08:002011-01-26T10:15:37.460-08:00HOME SWEET HOMECan I say that being home and spending time with family is the greatest thing in the world. We celebrated our christmas and we got so spoiled. Ava got so much stuff that it will probally take over her room at the new house :P I surprised my hubby with the one thing he wanted, a new tv for the living room. A big 50" tv. I most certainly got brownie points for that!! We have a little over a week left with our families and then it is off to NY!!!! It is so wonderful being home and better yet closer to home!!! We have so much going on and things to look forward too. I am super excited!<br /><br />And for the biggest news yet. My big girl Ava is using the potty!!!!!! She personally trashed her diapers and we are in pull ups and using the potty. And she has done this all on her own. I am such a proud mommma!! <br /><br />Will start blogging fully again once things get a little more settled :Pthis crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-82478150719050227822011-01-09T20:56:00.001-08:002011-01-09T20:58:27.262-08:00And the craziness continues :PWhoever said moving was fun or easy must have been on crack. This is so insane and stressing. I hope once we get on the road this week and things get moving things will get better. Can't wait to go home to visit!!! And on a big note my baby girl is using the big potty like such a big girl. She loves her dora underwear! I am such a proud momma. She is so smart! I am truly blessed in everything in my life!this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-17716743578612734142011-01-05T21:00:00.000-08:002011-01-05T21:03:24.110-08:00Friends that become family<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TSVNFV-gduI/AAAAAAAAAFs/Od7YVgsEcPo/s1600/163738_179151725441109_127165710639711_442291_5598165_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 306px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TSVNFV-gduI/AAAAAAAAAFs/Od7YVgsEcPo/s320/163738_179151725441109_127165710639711_442291_5598165_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5558934069252749026" /></a><br />Living in the military world and always being away from family. It is nice when you have friends that become your second family. I am just lucky to have found some pretty amazing friends that have been through a lot but always brough us back together even stronger. Those kinds of friends last a life time. With that being said here is abother photo from the photo shoot. When we get to our next base I am getting it framed, it is beautiful!this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-28669507863535404972011-01-02T18:28:00.000-08:002011-01-02T18:30:59.826-08:00Meet Me On Monday1. Do you have any New Year's resolutions?<br />I have two. One is two starting working out at least five times a week and taking more me time.<br />2. What food item are you craving right now?<br />Veggies and veggie dip,,,yummoooo<br />3. When is your birthday?<br />August 11th<br />4. What were you doing an hour ago?<br />Cleaning up after dinner.<br />5. Last thing you cooked?<br />Smoked turkey sasuage, rice and sweet corn.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-88611807170321829252011-01-01T21:43:00.000-08:002011-01-01T21:53:54.536-08:00Bitter Sweet Day<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TSASyvn5L7I/AAAAAAAAAEU/GmZ86-7hEVE/s1600/164561_178412588848356_127165710639711_437069_3863347_n.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 218px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TSASyvn5L7I/AAAAAAAAAEU/GmZ86-7hEVE/s320/164561_178412588848356_127165710639711_437069_3863347_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5557462603161743282" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TSASqgrwJTI/AAAAAAAAAEM/FmB0qo1oBP8/s1600/165542_178408322182116_127165710639711_437020_3110496_n.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 217px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TSASqgrwJTI/AAAAAAAAAEM/FmB0qo1oBP8/s320/165542_178408322182116_127165710639711_437020_3110496_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5557462461712442674" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TSASi4yoFKI/AAAAAAAAAEE/714ON9A2TSE/s1600/163962_178413668848248_127165710639711_437087_6026748_n.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 218px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TSASi4yoFKI/AAAAAAAAAEE/714ON9A2TSE/s320/163962_178413668848248_127165710639711_437087_6026748_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5557462330744771746" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />Today I had a photoshoot with my best friends. It was bitter sweet. It was awesome because, we had so much fun and these photos will last forever no matter where we go. At the same time it was sad though, knowing that in days I will be leaving my girls and will be so far away and will miss so much. And it hurts and it's kind of depressing. I know that our friendship is strong and will overcome and distance and time but it's still hard. Not being able to drive down the street or taking a 20 min drive and being there. None the less I am glad that we did this. The photos turned out amazing and I will have these memories forever!<br />Today was great and the shoot was awesome and my baby girl has a calling for being a photographer :)this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-48159212858306902042010-12-27T23:59:00.001-08:002010-12-28T00:10:01.560-08:00Christmas Recap!Ava opening some of her presents!!<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TRmaocB9AVI/AAAAAAAAAD0/xkDYqo84X0M/s1600/Christmas%2B10%2B009.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TRmaocB9AVI/AAAAAAAAAD0/xkDYqo84X0M/s320/Christmas%2B10%2B009.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5555641634848047442" /></a><br /><br />Her favorite present. Her american girl baby doll!! She was so excited!<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TRmZv85DHVI/AAAAAAAAADk/tI5fU9SyZkE/s1600/Christmas%2B10%2B008.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TRmZv85DHVI/AAAAAAAAADk/tI5fU9SyZkE/s320/Christmas%2B10%2B008.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5555640664416525650" /></a><br /><br />Her second favorite was her Dora guitar<br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TRma_l77OII/AAAAAAAAAD8/IMroxnuWQnI/s1600/Christmas%2B10%2B013.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TRma_l77OII/AAAAAAAAAD8/IMroxnuWQnI/s320/Christmas%2B10%2B013.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5555642032644110466" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Christmas was so heart filling. Seeing my baby girl's eyes light up just put me in awe. We were so grateful to have our hero home for Christmas as well and have our little family together. We had many blessings this year :P<br /><br />And the countdown is on...t-minus 11 days till we start our East Coast Trip!! Looking forward to our big Christmas with our families back home!!this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-609792701223093662010-12-22T22:44:00.000-08:002010-12-22T22:52:56.919-08:00Crunch Time & An update on this thing called LIFEI can't believe that it's LITERALLY 3 days till Christmas!! It's crazy. Time has gone by way too fast! We have about two weeks till we leave Washington state and head to Fort Drum, NY. Not looking forward to the long drive, but it will be a new adventure! I am totally looking forward to the pit stop with our families and having a second, even if late Christmas with them all. I am getting anxious about the move. I hate that I can't have everything planned ahead and know this is going to happen at this time and ect. It literally makes me bonkers. <br /><br />Things with the family are great. We are all excited for our family to get out here and visit and then for our journey across country :P. Ava is a ball of nonstop energy. It amazes me how much knowledge she has. She can now count to five with no help and ten with help and can get to h with little help. She knows the majority of her colors and her shapes. And she is picking up new words left and right and is putting together whole sentences. It makes me proud to see her accomplish so much!!<br /><br />That is the majority of what is going on. Working on clearing out of this station and then headed home for a little then up to New York!<br /><br />Hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year from my family to yours!!this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-45938356096013510452010-12-10T00:04:00.000-08:002010-12-10T00:08:18.611-08:00Friday Fill In<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TQHf6WDpu0I/AAAAAAAAADI/n8B9xjuLPUg/s1600/milspouse-friday-fill-in.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 235px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_AVgAm5eX-ZY/TQHf6WDpu0I/AAAAAAAAADI/n8B9xjuLPUg/s320/milspouse-friday-fill-in.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5548962409343466306" /></a><br />What do you see your life like in 10 years?<br />Probally with another child by then, hopefully a boy. My husband retiring from the Army or close near to it. Living a happy and content life. <br />What do you like most about your job?<br />No job at the moment. Wrapping up school and hoping to get one in NY.<br />What are three things you do every day, no matter what day it is?<br />Take care of my child, clean and cook<br />What would you do with an extra five hours in your day today?<br />workout again, clean, study more and spend more family time<br />What is your favorite Christmas (or whichever holiday you celebrate) cookie recipe (please share!)? My favorite cookie recipe is white chocolate chip cookie. The one you find on the tollhouse candy packages. It is so delicous :Pthis crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-25639469522156872882010-12-02T06:33:00.000-08:002010-12-02T06:43:21.481-08:00holiday cheer and upcoming eventsI am getting so excited for Christmas. Even though we aren't decorating for Christmas because of having to take it down a few days later to move. But none the less I am excited. I got Ava some really cool gifts for Christmas. I am so excited to see her reactions this year. I think my favorite gift though would be the American Girl Doll!!!!! I had one growing up and I loved it. I hope she will love it as much as I did. They have a lot more accessories now then they did when I was little. I can't wait for her to open it up and see her expression!!<br /><br />I am excited to be able to celebrate our Christmas with just us and then a few days later starting our road trip home to the lovely east coast and visting all our wonderful family and friends!<br /><br />I am excited for it all!!!! The best late Christmas Dinner! SNOW!!!!! Presents!!! Family!! Friends!!!<br /><br />I am so blessed this year. I have an amazing husband a beautiful and smart daughter. The greatest friends a girl could ask for and most of the greatest families ever. I can't believe this is my life. I take pride of sure and I count my blessings daily for sure.<br /><br />I am so excited for the move to NY as well. Looking forward to a new setting, meeting new people, though I will learn from pervious lessons and make sure that never happens again. Looking forward to the snow, which has already started. The beautiful scenery :P. These next three months are going to be crazy, sad, fun, chaotic and all the above.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-8199567895035753452010-11-30T16:38:00.001-08:002010-11-30T16:42:23.561-08:00Things are so crazy. We are getting ready to pcs to NY. Didn't realize how much work I was actually going to have to do lol. Time is going so fast now, soon we will be celebrating Christmas together and then movers will get our stuff and then we are outta here and on our way back to the sweet 'ole east coast!!! I can't wait to be closer to our families and friends. We have missed so much! Looking forward to moving into a bigger and prettier house!!! Which will mean new furniture and more stuff to decortate!! So much to look forward to. Only down fall is having to say goodbye to my two best friends!!! Even if it is just for a little while :) Skype will most liklely be our best friends again!! <br /><br />I am excited for Christmas!! I got such amazing gifts for both of my loves. I love that I am able to splurge on them this year and not really have a budget. All my hard work has paid off so much and I love it!!.<br /><br />Our life is great right now, and I so happy and in love. I am blessed. What more could a girl want!this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-81399964987591126242010-11-28T10:48:00.000-08:002010-11-28T10:56:36.768-08:00All about You and IAll About Us! <br />1. What are your middle names? <br /> - Mine is Marie and his is Scott <br /><br /><br />2. How long have you been together?<br /> - together for almost five years married for almost three years <br /><br />3. How long did you know each other before you started dating?<br /> - a year<br /> <br />4. Who asked who out?<br /> - He asked me out <br /><br />5. How old are each of you?<br /> - I'm 22 and he is 26<br /><br />6. Did you go to the same school?<br /> - Nope. <br /><br />7. Are you from the same home town?<br /> - We live two hours away from each other. <br /><br />8. Who is the smartest?<br /> - We both bring equal amounts to the table.<br /> <br />9. Who majored in what?<br /> - I am going to school to be a leagal transcriptionist and Zack is taking web designing classes next year. <br /><br /><br />10. Who is the most sensitive?<br /> - Me for sure<br /> <br />11. Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple?<br /> - Maryland to Washington <br /><br /> 12. Who has the worst temper?<br /> - He does for sure<br /><br />13. How many children do you want?<br /> - We have a beautiful two year old little girl and I am sure there will be another one very soon :P<br /><br />14. Who does the cooking?<br /> - I do<br /> <br />15. Who is more social?<br /> - I am<br /> <br />16. Who is the neat freak?<br /> - I am for sure<br /> <br />17. Who is the most stubborn?<br /> - He is <br /><br />18. Who wakes up earlier?<br /> - We both wake up at the same time<br /><br />19. Where was your first date?<br /> - Was to the movies and to Damions sports bar<br /><br />20. Who has the bigger family? <br /> - They both are pretty big <br /><br />21. Do you get flowers often?<br /> - No I get them every now and then which is how I like it. He shows me that he loves me everyday with his words and actions. I don't need a gift to prove that.<br /><br />22.How do you spend the holidays?<br /> - This year we will be spending it with both families <br /><br />23. Who is more jealous?<br /> - neither of us are.<br /><br />24. How long did it take to get serious?<br /> - a year or so<br />25. Who eats more?<br /> - He does <br /><br /><br />26. What do you do for a living?<br /> - I am a stay at home mom and he is a solider in the Army<br /><br />27. Who does the laundry?<br /> - I do<br /><br /> 28. Who’s better with the computer?<br /> - We both are<br /><br />29. Who drives when you’re together?<br /> - I do <br /><br /><br />30. What is your song?<br /> - We dont have just one song, there are a lot of songs that fit us and our life together.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-36300023163635012242010-11-27T11:32:00.000-08:002010-11-27T11:45:31.966-08:00You will always be two facedPeople really need to grow up. No one cares about what you have to say. You have said the same thing over and over again. Now it just comes out blah blah blah. Really come out with something new to say. You can't hurt anyone. You have nothing. You really need to get a hobby or a job because you have way to much time on your hands. Here is a tip why don't you actually graduate high school instead of lying about it, because guess what you got caught lying again. Just goes to show how pathetic you are! And shows that you really will end up be a nothing! Keep showing everyone that you life really does revolve around drama. We all know that you try to hurt other people to make yourself feel better. If I had to live your miserable life and marriage and I might do the same thing. Keep talking all the smack you want on everyone, because at the end of a day we could always use a couple more laughs.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-55117043779726812592010-11-23T18:19:00.001-08:002010-11-23T18:24:58.796-08:00colors of a chameleonI don't and will never understand why people can't just be themselves. Why can't you be who you are with whoever you are friends with? If everyone had something in common and were all alike then that would be for a boring world!<br /><br />I don't get why people have to lie about things they have accomplished, how their life is, how perfert their spouse or marriage is, how much money they have, they things they have or don't have. It's so childish and annoying.<br />Are you that ashamed of your life, your marriage, your possesions ect? Are you that insecure with your life? Not grateful for the life you have? Want what everyone else has or is going to have. Want where everyone is going and you aren't?<br /><br />It's all annoying. And one day it all comes back around full force.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-52771118014383101682010-10-05T09:20:00.000-07:002010-10-05T09:44:43.084-07:00This path we call life.So much going on. Things are so crazy. Starting with school. I changed my career choice again. I wish I could go to school for everything, that way I wouldn't have to choose. I think I finally have it now and I started my classes yesterday and passed two tests with flying colors. Looking forward to finishing the rest of my schooling. I want to set an example for my daughter. I want her to to finish high school and go onto college and accomplish great things. And by me pushing myself to my most potential I know I am setting a good example. I never want to her to not graduate school, I don't want her to be a dropout that never finishes school and is never going anywhere in her life, that has no experience and can't get a job. I want nothing but that best for her. I will do anything to make sure she has that.
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<br />Secondly, We are gearing up for our long drive across country. And I am proud that we are able to do this because I stuck to my guns and was able to get us a new car. Which might I add that I love. It's everything that we wanted in a car and more. I am excited and nervous to take this long trip across country. It will be an adventure that we will think back on. I can't wait to be back on the east coast near our families, I miss them so much.
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<br />We have so much to do in these next two or so months. Tons of packing. I am so excited, we have a beautiful house that we will be moving into. Tons of room and more spacious. A beautiful post with beautiful scenery. Snow tons of snow. Ava will really get to experience snow and I am looking forward to that.
<br />I am going to miss my friends most of all. It will be a bitter sweet day when I have to leave and say goodbye.
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<br />Zack and I have worked really hard this deployment. We set goals and we accomplished them. Our marriage is stronger. We as individuals are stronger. He is a better father and husband. Everything is just better and stronger. I have never been so happy with the way my life has been going. And it is only up from here.
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<br />I love my husband and daughter more than anything else in the world. I am so grateful to have a loving and dedicated husband. A man that I can trust with my heart knowing I wont have to worry about him hurting me in anyway. A daughter that loves me no matter what. In here eyes sees me perfectly. There is nothing in the world better than that.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-28083636579419999232010-08-12T06:54:00.000-07:002010-08-12T07:02:16.492-07:00Day 3 Something you have to forgive yourself for.Something I have to forgive myself for is in believing that people change. I have been put through the ringer with my own mother, friends, and even a best friend. All because I think that you should always look for the best in people and give them the benifit of the doubt. Even after they have hurt me, I try to forgive and give them another chance. Some may call it stupid, but it's who I am. I have to forgive myself for being a nice person and believing people can change and be half decent people and wearing my heart on my sleeve. It's a lesson I have learned a few hard times. But it's starting to make me realize that some people just don't deserve my time or friendship or a realtionship with me.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-46508560451667468352010-08-10T19:37:00.001-07:002010-08-10T19:46:24.061-07:00Day 2Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.<br /><br />Something that I love about myself. I love being a mom. I had a very bad childhood. Parents broke up when I was really young and went through a bad custody battle. I was put through the ringer with my mother. And one thing I promised myself was that when I had a child, that I would provide for them to the fullest and made sure they had stability and love. The day my daughter was born, I promised her she would never have to go through anything I ever did. She would have a normal and healthy life. In a way I am glad I went through everything I did. It taught me how to be strong and independent. <br />I love that no matter how crazy life can get and how stressing she can be sometimes, she will always be the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I love that I can love her so unconditonally. She is perfect to me in a every sense of the word. I love being a mom. There could be nothing in this world as satisfying as being a mom. So the thing that I love about myself is being a mom :Pthis crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5922761546033188438.post-70600827845144978852010-08-08T00:06:00.000-07:002010-08-08T00:14:41.339-07:00Day 1Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.<br /><br />There are few things I hate about myself. I think the biggest one I hate, is that I am too nice of a person and will do anything to help people out. I would give the shirt off back to someone if I could. Most would think this is a good thing not a bad a thing to hate about yourself. But being nice and caring about people makes me vunerable to people that like to suck me dry and then toss me away when they are done.<br />I guess I could be labeled as a people pleaser. I will help anyone out, even if I don't want to and just really want to say no. I can't say no. So I do it. But at times I feel that I get used and taken advantage of. There have people that have taken advantage of the fact they know I won't say no. That will make me feel bad they are in jam, knowing that I will help.<br /><br />For some reason I can't say no and I can't seem to stop helping people. It's what I do and how I have always been. Even after getting burned countless time, I still help people out. More than I probally should.<br />This is something I really hate about myself. Because I have a heart and want to help people, I hate that I always wear my heart on my sleeve and it almost always gets throwin my face. I hate this more than anything else about myself. I know this is an issue but somehow I can't fix it.this crazy thing called lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02933497136619825240noreply@blogger.com0